This may be the last time, I'm afraid. If I come back it won't be for awhile. If I never do it was nice while it lasted. I'm not sure I can make it through this. People post so others aren't worried, this is just so you no longer wonder to the few that do. Maybe one last thing may come from me, a send off of sorts. Maybe. There's so much I wanted to do, but that's always how it is. I hope the few who think of me do so fondly, it's all I have. I hope to come back but I can't promise anything. Im not good with goodbyes, or possible ones at that. I've always been an open mystery. I've struggled against a lot in my life for how young I am. Some things are just inescapable. I cant pretend I was important for anything, but I do appreciate the time I've spent being a part of NG and the community and what little I've contributed to it. I've been here since I was maybe 8. Life has a good way of dissolving. I can't think of anything else to say without incoherent rambling.

It's okay, anything can happen.

-With warm love,

MD