I feel like a lot of people who have left this site wonder why people still use it when there is so little left here. Or something like that. I do wonder what is new like actually new here each time I come. And everytime I come, I leave for longer. I suppose the reason I come here is I feel like I owe NG something for all the time I've been here. I maybe come for nostalgia or to see any creator do something new. Everytime I come here I see less and less. People posting less and less. Newgrounds is not the center of creativity it was and when it was most of it was garbage trolling anyway. I suppose what made NewGrounds so special to me back then was the "retard" charm of it. I was a stupid kid and still am for sure, but I don't find the same things enjoyable anymore. Madness was a huge passion of mine the whole time I've been here and a solid foundation for me being here for sure, I even bought the shirt, but it is just another example of why NG has become so desolate..

Original Content. Thats what NewGrounds had going for it a while ago, how different NG truly was. I always saw some awesome games or some deep animations and there was just so much charm in it all. Well at least that's what I felt. I have seen this site just rerun the same shit every year, pico day, madness day, clock day, there's not even much to them anymore and it is just the same washed up shit that is being overglorified that didnt even have an actual sequel. (talking about you Pico...) It is hard to get new ideas and shit running when you keep running lower and lower on both money and people though so I do get that, but the years have just taken their toll. These last few years I see people only get on for, 1. Nostalgia 2. Feeling of Debt 3. Their Hope Died Here 4. Job

Unfortunetly, the bullets keep coming in at NG and it's edgy days are over. But, most importantly guys, MY edgy days are over. This whole post was a stupid ramble that was only about half-thought anyway. I know NG deserves a better farewell than this, but I'm the type of trash person this site deserves so, eh. You guys want me to get emotional? Well I really never planned on leaving or anything it just seems I'll never use this site like I used to and never could anyway. Like I was saying though, this is my farewell. A bitching ramble on NG. I'm mostly mad because I won't ever have my fun again here. Thanks for some fun in my early years. And psssst!~ As I'm leaving though I do want to explain that I don't blame Tom for the downfall of the site. I get it's hard to keep it rolling. People nowadays don't have the same sense of humor  or general taste he does. I wouldn't want to change my site in a way I didn't want it either. This is his site and I hope he is happy where he is. It still has things to be proud of. I know it sounds like I am contradicting myself, but I do owe some loyalty and love here. With that I take my leave.

P.S. This is so everywhere because that's just where I am right now. Not that I really ever put any personal stuff on here, but it's all whatever.